Before the diagnoses, I had been told my challenges with isolation, anxiety, depression, bi-polar, abuse, alcoholism, unwanted habits and behaviors – and the excruciating sense of loneliness – was due to PTSD from old trauma. This can still be true! However...
In 2015, I started co-facilitating workshops with Danny Raede at Asperger Experts, and became suspicious of how well I related to “their problems.” After a year of teaching the BEAM LiFE Process to “these people,” I finally went to a psychologist, an expert on adult autism.
And guess what, at the ripe old age of 58, he diagnosed me with Autism Spectrum Disorder.
It's interesting how diagnosis can be subjective and maybe even misleading. In 1991, I went to a psychotherapist, and was diagnosed with "situational depression" and "post partum depression." Well, my daughter Kristina had died a years earlier, and I was pregnant again, so that made sense. After a few more years I was diagnosed with manic depression, and the therapist even included borderline personality disorder and OCD. In 2006 when I went to a trauma healer, I had PTS. In 2015 when I went to an expert on adult autism, I "for sure" had Autsim Spectrum Disorder (ASD).
So... what do we have? What is "wrong" with us, and how can we heal? And...does it make a difference who is diagnosing us? Dr. Seigel said in his CD-course "The Neurobiology of We", that when he is speaks in front of health practitioner, he asks the same question, “How many of you have spent more than one hour studying what is right with the brain?" Out of a total of 7500 practitioners, three – five percent usually raise their hands.
Dr. Seigel says, the typical psychology doctrine taught in universities is primarily aimed at what is wrong with the brain. And if we’re looking hard and long enough, we will find something. As the professional therapists have done with me.
What I have learn from my alternative doctor is to not allow any labels to become a self-fulfilling prophecy. It’s a dangerous trap to allow a diagnosis to become an identity. I have learned to look at all the labels “other people” have given me as a result of my “conditioned behaviors.” And I have been fortunate to find my way out of these behaviors.
That is what I offer to you: A way out of your imprisoned behaviors to experience the wonderful feeling of being alive!
Throughout all these years and diagnoses I have also been going to an alternative doctor, who does not look at me through the lenses of diagnoses but see me as a full human being with emotional and mental pain from unresolved trauma.
Many of the ‘identifying symptoms’ for all these diagnoses are now healed. Not because of diagnosis, medication, or even talk-therapy. But because of alternative medicine, somatic nervous system release, and emotional resolution. Here is where I have been seen and heard and given a space to heal. And this is what I offer to you, a space to be heard and seen, and heal!
Since the diagnose, I have clear insight into the world of recovery while still feeling an overwhelming sense of isolation, separateness, and that weird feeling of not belonging.
I have become an expert on how to develop self-respect, self-acceptance, and self-love, with social ease and comfort in the world, and in the world of Autism.
In addition, I have been free from drugs, alcohol, and any mood -altering drugs for more than 29 years.
Because of my diagnosis and my experience in recovery, I now have a keen understanding of how it feels to be clean and sober…and still not fit in…because of Social Blindness from Autism and PTS.
Also, worth mentioning is that we can also call this condition “Neurodiversity.”
The National Symposium on Neurodiversity at Syracuse University says that, “Neurodiversity is a concept where neurological differences are to be recognized and respected as any other human variation. These differences can include those labeled with Dyspraxia, Dyslexia, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Dyscalculia, Autistic Spectrum, Tourette Syndrome, and others.”
Life can be lonely, confusing, and so frightening. And it does not need to be! There is a solution – a Somatic Solution – called the BEAM LiFE Process.
By working through the BEAM LiFE Process, I was able to build a life I had only imagined. I have now developed a great relationship with my husband and children, and have built a successful business.
I found a life of fulfillment. And so can YOU!
My journey makes me an expert on Recovery with Social Blindness.
I offer a solution to learn how to “see” others by developing intuition and social awareness. I feel a calling to bring my experience, strength, and hope to the autism community.
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The BEAM LiFE process cultivates brilliant behaviors to support you and help you develop:
Clarity in what you want
Confidence in what you do
Courage to BE…You!
After guiding people with Asperger’s through the BEAM LiFE Process, I have received exciting feedback of changes and successes in their lives. Many have become free of anxiety and fears that used to block their path.
The BEAM LiFE focus is to help you Get Unstuck from any Life-Limiting Habits and learn Brilliant Behaviors to develop Your Formula for Successful Living.
Know that the perspective is of a person on the spectrum who has recovered from a seemingly hopeless state of mind a body...me. And you can too!
Contributed by Beverly Vicker, CCC-SLP Bloomington, IN: Indiana Resource Center for Autism.
How can parents explain to relatives, neighbors, teachers, or service agency personnel that their son or daughter with an autism spectrum disorder has a significant communication problem? People often hear the high-functioning individual using good articulation, speaking in sentences, and engaging in comments on selective topics. The parentsmay be asked, “How can there be a communication problem?” Parents, when explaining their son’s or daughter’s disability, face a dilemma. Should the parent explain using terms such as difficulties with “pragmatics,” “social communication,” or “comprehension of the subtleties of daily communication discourse”? Probably not. Such descriptions do not explain to people how to interact with a person with an autism spectrum disorder. Parents really want people to feel comfortable about communicating with their son or daughter, and want to make the interaction more mutually successful. Parents may find that people will better understand the situation if information is presented within a familiar frame of reference. Thus, an analogy might help someone understand whereas a presentation of facts and explanations may not. Read more
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Confidence in what you do
Courage to BE…You!
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